Seven weeks!!! I knew I hadn't posted in a while, but that was a shock.
So what's going on with me? Not a lot. The main thing I'm being confronted with is my lack of active relationship with God. I have a good Small Group, and we see God there. But personally, it's lacking. Almost a failure. I need to find that point where I desire God. Or at least have the discipline to pray and read the Bible even if I don't 'feel' the desire. Right now, I just recognize that I'm not really living the faith I profess. I need a greater dependancy on Him. Or rather I need greater recognition of the dependancy that's already there.
I'm not sure if some form of accountability would help. I can't see what form that would take. When Keith was here, we talked and I knew he'd ask. Now there's no one I speak with or share with that much. I thought about posting updates here, and maybe that would do it. Not daily, but maybe a weekly thing. Or post what we discuss during our prayer times.
Keep praying for me. I need it.
