Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this pos...

2008-09-19T18:17:00.000-05:00

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this post. I am in a very bizarre place right now in that I quit my VERY profitable, reliable, job (almost a year ago now) because it had become so unbearable. Since then I have had two part time temporary jobs, have blown through my generous severance pay from same job and my pension. I am getting very nervous. I have sent out a bizillion resumes, to no avail. I am also taking care of an elderly mother (with cancer) and a brother who has had his neck broken in two places. And yet I feel with all my heart that God is shutting the doors to ordinary jobs, and is blessing my desire to for filmmaking. I have no insurance, I am a healthy person, God defintely has me on the edge. And yet, I can't tell you how much I have grown to adore Him. How much I absolutely love Him with all my heart. He says "Give" and I have given away. Abba Father, how much I love You! Sometimes I am so frightened, and other times my love for Him sweeps into tidal waves of total certainty. So you see why your post meant the world to me. God Bless You!

I've probably read everything you've ever wrote on...

2008-06-05T10:59:00.000-05:00

I've probably read everything you've ever wrote on here and I can honestly say thats the best thing you've ever wrote. That was totally real, no preaching, no teaching, just you, raw. That's where the real insight for teaching and preaching comes from.

I'm in a similar place right now so this is encouraging to me. For me it's been a process of forgiving myself for my past so I can move forward and open the door for God. I think I've finally forgiven myself and I am moving forward. It's great to learn things about ourselves, we grow from it.

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this pos...

I've probably read everything you've ever wrote on...